Ghosting in your 30s
Dear No One, There's a guy that I like and yet it's been over a week since I've heard from him this after only hearing from him once after a month of complete silence and this after basically spelling it out that I wanted a relationship and asking if that's what he wanted only to be met with the words I understand smiley emoji and a month of silence. I'm not stupid I know the pattern we've gone on one date and ever since it's always been the same thing no special dates no flowers just bread crumbs and going to his place getting on my knees and ending it with me leaving unsatisfied and wondering what the fuckk is wrong with me wishing desperately that I could be something more to him than what I am. I always read too much into his gestures the silence should be enough after all and yet I keep staring at the pair of vans that the boy gave me and now a Friday the 13th heavy rain that he got saying that he thought of me when he got it or maybe I'm misrememb...